You are out of control. You sit in you room jerking off all day long while your life falls more and more into dysfunction. It's sad, really. But as far as I see it, you're still doing it wrong. What you need to do is wank off to MY clips all day long. It will be much better for you because all your time and energy will be going to one person: ME. Now jerk it, jerk junkie! Let’s see how much I can ruin you. HAHA!