
Not Close Enough
I know this can be painful. I mean this definitely is not a healthy relationship we have. you clearly want Me so badly but we both know those desires will remain just that, desires.
you need to feel close to Me and no matter how close you get, it’s just not close enough, you’ll always need more. you’ll never experience what you truly crave. you will never get Me.
Every pump, every thought is just a coping mechanism for the denial of what you covet most in this world. you can get close, you can feel close but it will never be enough. But you have to admit, over time you became addicted to that denial. The rejection just became so sexy. It hurts just right to not be close enough.
