
World Goddess
WORSHIP MY ENTIRE GODDESS BODY (sweat and armpit licking)!!
10/24/25 8:59 PM•25 min•1487 MB•mp4•1080p
10/24/25 8:59 PM•25 min•1487 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$26.99 USDCategoryarmpitsRelated CategoriesBiceps,Flexing,Licking,Muscle Worship,Sweat FetishDescription"Lil dumbass" is so blessed today as I'm allowing my entire feminine, muscular, erotic body to be worshiped! As per my rules, he is to always be naked and kneeling in my divine presence. Of course, slave will start with kissing my feet, then rubbing baby oil on my sexy, shapely body as he worships my muscles! There's some incredibly hot ass worship, beta kisses my muscle glutes and sniffs the erotic scent between my cheeks (this is post workout and I'm super sweaty)! I fucking own him. Of course, loser is erect the entire time because I'm FUCKING HOT, it's ridiculous--and I know it (I mean LOOK AT ME)!! I know the effect my beauty and power have on the inferior sex. I have the realm of men groveling at my feet! Dumbass has already lost his weaker mind while I'm relaxing on the couch, flexing my amazing biceps and he's massaging my immortal feet. You'll notice my breathing change and back starting to arch as my armpits are being worshiped--it makes me fucking WET.
My deity status and owning a bitch that licks sweat off my entire body also MAKES ME WET!--my enslaving pheromones are STRONG! By the end, slave has massaged all my muscles and licked most of my heavenly body. Now I want to relax for a bit and use his lowly face as my personal footstool. I RULE THE WORLD.
Lick ALL the cattle dung off my COWGIRL BOOTS!! (720)
10/22/25 4:57 PM•20 min•745 MB•mp4•720p
10/22/25 4:57 PM•20 min•745 MB•mp4•720pPrice$18.99 USDCategoryboot fetishRelated CategoriesBoot Domination,Femdom,Humiliation,Shoe & Boot Worship,Sole LickingDescriptionYes, it's real. These are my actual ranch boots and that foulness on the soles of my boots--yep! It's the real thing!
"Smell that cowshtt? make sure you eat it all." It ALL has to be licked off and consumed--that's life when you bow down and become the bootlicker of a hot, cruel, superior woman! The absolute bare minimum acknowledgment is even given to loser slave as he completely degrades himself as a lowlife sole licker. That's all he's good for anyway: obeying authoritative women and licking shtt off their boot soles.
And, oops. Looks like I stepped in a lot more than I thought...
Sunday Lounging (haven't washed my feet since yesterday)!!
10/19/25 4:49 PM•20 min•1149 MB•mp4•1080p
10/19/25 4:49 PM•20 min•1149 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$19.99 USDCategoryfoot humiliationRelated CategoriesDirty Feet,Foot Domination,Foot Smelling,Foot Worship,SlippersDescriptionIt's Sunday and I literally haven't done anything today, haven't even showered yet or applied any make up--just been lounging all morning in my hoodie and booty shorts, hair tied back. These worn out, grimy slippers have kept my feet hot and sweaty--they stink so bad! Haven't washed them since yesterday before my workout! I'm kinda bored and summon beta slave to kneel before me--I want to make a total ass out of him with my unwashed feet, simply to amuse myself. Loser has to obey my every little humiliating command (and there are plenty!) and apparently he LOVES when my goddess feet are this smelly and dirty, because he has a rock hard wussy boner the whole time! It's so pathetic--he even spews forth a massive 'sissy stream' from the bottom of my slipper (which I make him lick up)!! There is a LOT of humiliation in this clip!!
Nylon foot sniffing HJ (black flats)!!
10/15/25 6:07 PM•10 min•544 MB•mp4•1080p
10/15/25 6:07 PM•10 min•544 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$12.99 USDCategoryfoot smelling handjobRelated CategoriesBallet Flats,Edging Games,Foot Smelling,Foot Smother,Pantyhose/StockingsDescriptionTime for loser to finally be allowed release! I've kept him chaste for quite awhile (I lose track) and of course you know, I only allow this to happen if it's in some humiliating way! Planning for this ahead of time, I've worn this same pair of nylons several days in a row and today they've been in one of my smelliest pairs of shoes: my terrible smelling black flats!!! Just dangling my flat above beta's face makes him react--he LOVES women's smelly feet, but even he can barely handle how HORRIBLE the flats have made my nylon feet stink!! So naturally, I have to cover his face with BOTH my sweaty, reeky soles haha (plus this cuts down on how much foot odor I have to smell)!! And I keep edging and stopping just to torment beta for being such a little foot perv who gets off like this!! After spewing forth his meaningless, loser goo, I leave the open part of my 'room clearing' flat on his face and make him stay like that!!
Watch sexy fitness babe Zephy PLUS sweaty foot worship (POV)!!
10/12/25 6:56 PM•21 min•1221 MB•mp4•1080p
10/12/25 6:56 PM•21 min•1221 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$22.99 USDCategorymuscular womenRelated CategoriesFitness,Flexing,POV Foot Worship,Sock Smelling,Weightlifting FemaleDescriptionI OWN the weight room! Watch me lift weights and tone my otherworldly hot, sexy goddess body! I work up a hot sweat pumping iron and you get to witness every beautiful curve of muscle I've honed through years of hard work. This was an aggressive, grueling workout--I'm very sweaty, and you're my slave so when I get home and you're going start by licking the bottom of my sneakers! And OMG, when I remove them--HOLLLLLLLLY my feet stink (they stink up the living room)!!! See how crusty and 'shiny' my black socks are? They're slick with foot sweat and REEK, that's why you will smell them to honor your Owner's hard work! And when I peel them off, you see all that foot grime and little bits of grass and dirt? That's because I also walked in the park barefoot before my workout! Be you on your knees slave--Worship my smelly 'boss bitch' feet while I relax and watch the Mrs Olympia on TV like the fucking boss babe I am. I want my funky soles right in your face while you kiss them and worship me like a God--and smell my rank-ass sneakers too, they're NASTY. I'm arrogant because I know how fucking hot and superior I am, and you're just another loser groveling at my heels like a bitch. Lick my grimy soles and get all that divine, feminine foot stink in your mouth to savor!!
Tiny foot slave POV (black flats)!!
10/9/25 7:34 PM•18 min•1046 MB•mp4•1080p
10/9/25 7:34 PM•18 min•1046 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$19.99 USDCategorypov foot worshipRelated CategoriesBallet Flats,Foot Fetish,Foot Smelling,Foot Worship,GiantessPerformersZephyDescriptionMy feet are divine, literally. Men bow down and pray to them on their knees, like a GOD. My feet keep men enslaved and decide fate--I can end a beta's life beneath my soles depending on my mood, even if it's simply to amuse myself. You belong at my feet, always, and have been granted 'floor dirt' status--worshiping and just hoping I'll arch my feet, letting the strong foot odor escape from my terribly smelly little flats: the smell of humiliation and defeat beneath a superior woman's heels. In this clip, you have been shrunk down and are a miniature slave; adoring your Goddess' alpha feet, heels, toes and scent--you even have feelings for my black flats, but you also know I could squash you beneath them. The smell of my feet fills up the room and you watch as I rub my feet together, or run the sole of my foot up and down my shoe because it feels good. You adore the little freckle and spots of dirt on my sole; stuff that you clean for me with your tongue, and seeing the little bits of crud on the bottom of my flats that I've stepped in--the dirty areas you lick for me to show devotion and keep me happy. It's all sacred to a little foot slave like you. You get the occasional glimpse of my ethereal beauty, such as when I'm flipping you off or giving the 'loser sign,' (or looking down at you in disgust) but you're pretty much ignored, too low and insignificant--which does allow you to explore a bit: the scent, the sweat on the soles of your female owner's feet, dirt between my toes, my pedicure and putting your face in my reeky flats--seeing the little foot stains and breathing in the enslaving smell. Just don't annoy me and can continue to worship. This is your life now, little foot slave.
Foot domination and BALL BUSTING! (720)!!
10/6/25 6:52 PM•17 min•616 MB•mp4•720p
10/6/25 6:52 PM•17 min•616 MB•mp4•720pPrice$14.99 USDCategoryfoot humiliationRelated CategoriesBallbusting,Foot Domination,Foot Smelling,Foot WorshipKeywordsFoot DominationDescriptionIn case you need this SUPER HOT clip in a smaller file size!!
Foot domination and BALL BUSTING!!
10/3/25 7:11 PM•17 min•991 MB•mp4•1080p
10/3/25 7:11 PM•17 min•991 MB•mp4•1080pDescriptionWant to smell my feet, loser?? Well then, first you have to lick the bottom of my shoes. These are my classic, closed toe, black heels that I've worn for years--just last night I went out dancing and then ran a ton of errands today. The foot stink is VERY well infused in these hot heels and they make my feet sweat profusely! dumbass is ordered to remove my shoes one at a time and immediately smell the insides, then smell my sweaty soles and OMG--I know I say this often but I must have the smelliest Goddess FEET IN THE WORLD lol!! You could literally smell them if you were sitting on the other couch!! And here's this loser: down on all fours, naked, and growing a huge beta boner while I rub my horribly smelly feet all over his face!! I make him crawl closer and rub his aching shaft with my foot--ALL I'd have to do is snap my fingers and he'd blow a loser load everywhere! I explain that a Goddess gets to orgasm as much as she wishes, loser's don't deserve pleasure (then slap his face and kick him hard in the balls)! In fact, I'm going to bust his lil chastised balls just for begging to release with my foot!! then make him BEG me to kick his balls until he's BEGGING me for mercy!! After wrecking his balls with my foot, I make him kiss my pedicured toes and worship me as the cruel Goddess I am--cleaning the smelly, sweaty soles of my powerful feet with his tongue. But I'm not quite satisfied... I know how BAD his balls ache at this point, but I decide to stand FULL WEIGHT on them! It's so powerful and erotic: feeling his balls being flattened beneath my beautiful Goddess feet combined with the whimpers of pain, FUCK! I end up relaxing for a bit, using loser's balls as my footstool (and all of this with the open part of my reeky shoe on his face)!!
Humiliated slave is OWNED and sexually dominated by his MASTER! *CUSTOM CLIP!!*
9/30/25 6:36 PM•24 min•1420 MB•mp4•1080p
9/30/25 6:36 PM•24 min•1420 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$23.99 USDCategoryfemdom sexRelated CategoriesAss Eating,Face Fucking,Fucking,Kissing,Pussy EatingDescriptionUnbelievably erotic masterpiece beginning with a hot make out session which leads to the sexual humiliation of my personal cucky fuck mat! Sex slave is used and completely degraded for all my sadistic and sexually depraved desires--starting with fucking his lowly face both ways while issuing commands and flexing my incredible back and biceps, showing off my godly body while the loser cuck licks pussy and eats ass (and is blessed with my goddess cum on his face, multiple times)! My wet pussy is the FUCKING BOMB and 'sex prisoner' is subject to my every whim and cruelty, which brings me countless orgasms. I am vastly superior: mentally and physically, and this custom video takes place right after a tough workout at the gym, when my goddess pheromones are strong and I'm VERY sexually aggressive! My verbal emasculation cuts deep throughout--watch the full preview to better understand. This clip is SO HOT!!
GODDESS Zephy's personal boot cleaner!
9/25/25 6:39 PM•10 min•548 MB•mp4•1080p
9/25/25 6:39 PM•10 min•548 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$11.99 USDCategoryboot dominationRelated CategoriesBoot Fetish,Shoe & Boot Worship,Sole LickingDescriptionAlways good to have a little boot licker around, especially for my hot ass Gianmarcos! This is how it is when a slave licks my boots: I'm seated in an elevated position with slave down on all fours, it reinforces the image of Master and servant--and I like to look down, making eye contact when mocking the 'boot licker,' it reinforces their humiliation and defeat beneath me. Apparently, this degradation is equivalent to having sex--I have to scold loser for 'humping' the floor while tasting the nasty soles of my boots. Loser must also REALLY love this one particular spot on the bottom, as he keeps licking it (must be that yucky 'black thing' I noticed on the concrete and smeared my boot sole in)!! But as my personal boot licker, you will lick regardless of whatever foulness I've stepped in and thank me for the honor!
Worshiping the feet and heels of a Goddess!
9/23/25 4:17 PM•12 min•687 MB•mp4•1080p
9/23/25 4:17 PM•12 min•687 MB•mp4•1080pDescriptionThe classic black, closed toe heels are still my all-time favorite shoe! They're just so sexy and the zero-ventilation keeps my feet sweaty and very fragrant, which keeps foot boys enslaved (I've worn these for years)! I allow my slave to worship: hold my feet, caress them, kiss my feet and heels, and sniff the area between my arch and shoe. Slave also licks my shoes like a good boy, getting them nice and tongue polished--and at times, to make a fool out of him (and amuse myself); I press the heel into his throat HARD and push his nose up with the shoe tip to make lil piggie faces lol. This is a sexy, classic clip showing a foot slave worshiping his female owner!
Lick the BOTTOM of my converse, loser (720)!
9/22/25 3:09 PM•13 min•470 MB•mp4•720p
9/22/25 3:09 PM•13 min•470 MB•mp4•720pDescriptionLoser fully degrades himself, licking dirt off the bottom of my sneakers in 720!
Cleaning superior Goddess ASS!
9/19/25 4:18 PM•8 min•478 MB•mp4•1080p
9/19/25 4:18 PM•8 min•478 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$12.99 USDCategoryass lickingRelated CategoriesAss Eating,Ass Fetish,Ass To Mouth,Ass Worship,White BootyDescriptionI truly believe 'lil dunce' would spend the entire day with his face buried in my gorgeous ass, proper the rest of his life even if I'd allow it. But for now, I just want my ass licked clean--it's a super hot, beautiful day out and I've been sweating quite a bit. I LOVE teasing and flaunting my ridiculously hot goddess body and shaking my booty in his face while he's naked and kneeling, cleaning my asshole with his tongue. And I know he's rock hard down there, with no hope of release! Loser is my little 'lick worm,' licking whatever I tell him to, without question. I'm FUCKING HOT, and I know it--and use my sexual power to make men do whatever I want, especially licking the sexy, sweaty parts of my body. My own beauty and dominance turn me on--slave is basically ignored for the duration, except at the end when I turn around, spit in his face, kick him in the balls and walk off like a fucking BOSS!
Whipped for being an inferior male!
9/13/25 4:24 PM•10 min•588 MB•mp4•1080p
9/13/25 4:24 PM•10 min•588 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$13.99 USDCategorywhippingRelated CategoriesFemale Domination,Female Supremacy,Femdom,Foot Domination,Foot WorshipDescriptionToday, I decided to whip my slave for no other reason than being born of the inferior gender. Face held to the floor with my foot, I whip his ass repeatedly while verbally mocking. Those deep red marks the crop is leaving combined with his whimpers of pain is making my pussy wet--this pleases me, so it will continue. I command beta to whimper and grovel beneath my foot while the lashings continue, SO HOT! I love how loud the 'crack' of the whip is and the cruelty inflicted on this subhuman fulfills my sadism--especially knowing he won't be able to sit down for a few days! My slave is a total pussy--afterwards, he kneels (trembling) at his Master's feet and licks the dirt and stink off my soles while I make threats to further beat him. This will finalize his deep humiliation. I feel it's only right that if a superior woman canes a little beta wimp, he has to lick her feet, don't you agree?
Lick the BOTTOM of my converse, loser!!
9/10/25 4:49 PM•13 min•762 MB•mp4•1080p
9/10/25 4:49 PM•13 min•762 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$14.99 USDCategorysneaker fetishRelated CategoriesShoe & Boot Worship,Shoe Fetish,Shoeplay,Sole LickingDescriptionPart of being in the privileged (kneeling) position of 'foot bitch,' is to keep my shoes spotless and looking like new. You don't actually think I'd ever stoop so low as to clean my own footwear, do you?? That's what pathetic beta males do for me. At the 'snap' of my manicured fingers, the 'foot wimp' immediately begins licking the bottom of my converse! I want that loser tongue between EVERY dirty tread as I relax and file my nails. Think about it though: you really have to be a fucking loser to actually lick the soles of a woman's shoes (especially wearing a dawg leash)--that's SO degrading and I have no clue what all I've stepped in (I've had this pair for over a year)! However, 'foot tard' gets aroused licking his owner's shoe funk--not only is he fully erect, but the way he caresses and french kisses my sneakers, sniffs the treads (and humps the floor) suggests that being degraded like this has quite the erotic effect. Just proves how truly pathetic he is!! Also proves one of the many benefits my beauty and power affords me: I have the realm of men groveling at my heel, begging to lick what I tell them to lick. Wrapped around my little toe...
As you'll see in the clip, I love mocking loser as he holds my sneaker in his mouth--keeping the other one resting on his forehead, or using the tip to make his nose look like a pig, kicking him and rubbing the bottom of my converse all over his stupid face, sooo amusing!!
Licking STAINED and DISGUSTING goddess soles! BUILD your IMMUNE SYSTEM!! (720)!
9/8/25 3:39 PM•16 min•590 MB•mp4•720p
9/8/25 3:39 PM•16 min•590 MB•mp4•720pPrice$14.99 USDCategorydirty feetRelated CategoriesBarefoot,Foot Fetish,Foot Humiliation,Foot Smelling,Foot WorshipDescriptionUnfucking believable. Ran all my errands barefoot today, but had no clue my soles got THIS NASTY!! Was just going to swing by moron's apartment on my way home and make him lick my dirty-ass, smelly feet and laugh at him. Looking at the footage, my yucky soles are BLACK and stained!! Of course, I did smear them in an oil stain I saw on the concrete right outside--so that's probably why. Plus I filled up my car's gas tank, shopped around in multiple convenience stores (even stopping in the women's restroom without shoes), and walked at the park. Barefoot the WHOLE time, GROSS! Guess it doesn't matter when I have a lil dirty foot freak who licks whatever I tell him to lick. Seriously, you have to be a complete retard to lick the disgusting crud funk off a woman's feet while she ridicules you! I love how passionate dumbass gets while sucking filth off my feet, too. he's SO stupid!!
I remind moron about how he got kinda sick last week from licking filth off my soles, so we need to build up his immune system by licking more stains off my feet (regularly now). At least his gag reflex has improved, as I pump his mouth with my foot to help get it clean. Loser keeps sucking on the ball of my foot--I tell him he must REALLY like that stain because it's from the tile in the women's public bathroom! Once my feet are FINALLY spotless, I spit in lick rag's face about TEN TIMES, then walk on him as I leave to go home!
You're NOTHING but a tool for me to fuck for pleasure!!
9/4/25 7:01 PM•14 min•833 MB•mp4•1080p
9/4/25 7:01 PM•14 min•833 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$17.99 USDCategoryfemdom sexRelated CategoriesAss Eating,Ass Licking,Fucking,Oral Servitude,Pussy EatingDescriptionSlave worships the dirty soles of my feet like a good lil bitch, while I enjoy the feeling and relax in bed like the fucking hot goddess I am. Licking my feet and toes turns me the hell on and I use my feet to guide loser's face into my gorgeous ass to serve me (the 'snap' of my fingers gives permission). I LOVE being orally worshiped from "behind" like this--it makes beta's nose press into my asshole while he laps away at my divine, wet pussy! FUCK this feels good!! I work his face this way, making his tongue fuck my sweet area while breathing in the enslaving scent of my ass--that's right, eat me slut! make me cum HARD on your face! Taste me, lick my palace to pleasure your Master! I know his beta boner is pressing into the mattress, but only the divine Queen gets release! it's getting so hot--I roll over and order slave to continue licking my pussy into another fantastic orgasm! I'm going to use and fuck this submissive like the fuck slut his is, but FIRST: I want my sweaty asshole licked clean (slave's job)!! It's HELLA HOT outside, my pheromone scent is STRONG and I need cleaning--TASTE my shht, bitch!! NOW GET FUCKED--I climb on top, maintaining a strong hold of "sex slave's" throat, as this excites me! I OWN this pathetic subhuman and display my sexual dominance by covering his stupid face with smelly feet while I WORK this slut!! licking my soles is ecstasy--make me cum again, loser!! you're nothing but a 'cum rag' that I fuck and degrade with all my perverted femdom fantasies--a tool to provide me with orgasms.
I've had subs ask me how my slave can possibly refrain from cuming: I have his weaker male brain psychologically programmed, he literally CANNOT release without my permission! Loser gets slapped in the face with my foot and hand--once I'm satisfied, I further humiliate him; making him tell me he's a "loser" and flipping him off as I leave his dumbass there in chastity. I got what I wanted, now fuck off!
EROTIC kissing *CUSTOM CLIP*!!
9/1/25 3:15 PM•13 min•731 MB•mp4•1080p
DescriptionVERY hot, sensual kissing clip! Three different angles were requested, as was the outfit worn. The more I kiss, the more I get turned on! Enjoy this smoking hot, erotic make-out sesh!!
Gooning loser gets used and face fucked by his GODDESS!!
8/30/25 2:45 AM•13 min•727 MB•mp4•1080p
8/30/25 2:45 AM•13 min•727 MB•mp4•1080pPrice$16.99 USDCategoryface fuckingRelated CategoriesAss Eating,Ass Grinding,Face Sitting,Oral Servitude,Pussy EatingDescriptionPathetic. You see what I have to put up with?? Just trying to put on some makeup for the day and beta's gooning all over the place--making out with my bubble booty, kissing down my sexy legs and feet, humping the floor and trying to sniff the 'ass part' of my panties like a lil pervy weirdo! There mere site of my tight, sexy body in heels (plus extended chastity) turns him into a groveling puddle of mush. I'm hella horny this morning though, and I have plans for dumbass... crawling behind my feet into the bedroom, I 'snap' and point at the bed. I'm looking hot AF, so first I use beta's face as a stool and take some selfies while he struggles to breath, then remove my black panties and fuck his face! It's well known my 'femdom sex drive' is legendary nympho status, you can hear how WET my pussy is, practically sliding up and down this slut's face! My power and superiority turn me on and saying things like, "I fucking OWN you" makes me lay down multiple orgasms, rubbing my cunt all over loser's lips and nose, and wherever else feels good for me!! Your entire face is nothing but a 'fuck object' for your female Master to use, how does that make you feel?? It feels SOOOO good having a little wimp's tongue deep in my asshole, cleaning it for me. I turn around and work lil fuck mat's face the other way--I LOVE pressing my asshole deep into his nose and grinding until I cum again! and OMG, when I lean back and press the heel of my shoe into loser's balls for leverage, I orgasm on his face AGAIN!
When I'm satisfied, I do some breath control--reminding beta bitch that I have the power to end his life beneath my beautiful ass if I choose!
Foot slave humiliation POV! (sneakers, sweaty socks, stinky feet)!!
8/27/25 10:08 PM•15 min•893 MB•mp4•1080p
8/27/25 10:08 PM•15 min•893 MB•mp4•1080pDescriptionSo you're one of those little betas who likes to sniff women's stinky feet, huh? you're such a little bitch--you let hot women walk all over you like a doormat and get off to being boss around, humiliated and groveling at feet for ANY acknowledgment. You'd probably even lick the bottom of my converse if I told you to. In fact, (snap!) crawl behind me, loser! you're going to lick the grimy bottoms of my sneakers while I relax and ridicule!! Lord only knows what I've stepped (maybe you can tell me), I want that slave tongue between every tread! And hurry up, dumbass--need to air out my sweaty feet, BAD!! The MOMENT my sneaker comes off, I want your nose up in there sniffing that potent rush of foot odor! I'm sure you can tell from the POWERFUL stink that I've worn these cute lil purple socks for over a week straight, haha! It's pretty bad when I can smell my own feet from the couch (they're damp with foot sweat). I make fun of you for what makes you sprout a sissy boner: being down on hands and knees, sniffing a woman's nasty sock funk! you're SUCH a PATHETIC LOSER that I also make you bury your face in my HORRIBLE smelling sneaker and sniff the odor left behind from my feet!! the insoles are discolored and stained from so many months of my feet sweating during my workouts! I ask you if you want me to just shrink you down and keep you in my shoe, smelling my foot and getting walked on all day!
I told all my gfs what a little weirdo you are--they think you're soooo creepy for getting aroused from sniffing feet!! Speaking of that, these yucky socks need to come off! My FEET are your god--I lay back and relax with my smelly soles in your face, flexing my amazing biceps and talking about how superior I am to you while you worship my godly feet and how you can't get chicks, so you have to kiss feet! And guess what, loser? My gfs are coming over soon and you're gonna kiss their feet, too and obey our every command like a good lil bitch.
--This is an EXCELLENT POV clip of what it's like to be my lowly foot slave, with classic verbal humiliation throughout!!