00101 # red cig at home, some trick after work
Today was a tough day at work. I come home with only one thought in my head. To smoke a fucking cigarette in peace: without noise, without people around, without interruptions, without anything else to do. Just me and her. And so it was. I go home, sit on the bed and light up a nice Marlboro Red without even thinking too much about it. The housework can wait. I don't even have an ashtray handy. After I light up I start the video recording and have fun with some typical smoking fetish exercises. But in reality I just have a crazy desire to smoke in complete relaxation. My mind is in another dimension. I like the taste of nicotine so much, it drives me crazy. I lick my lips and enjoy my dangling. I enjoy every second of pleasure that this damn cigarette gives me. I watch it as the ash stretches and then falls here and there. I do a few snap inhalations, I take a hard drag with my cheeks hollowed out, I exhale smoke with my mouth open and then I throw in deep inhalations. I try some ghosts, some french inhales, some rings. I enjoy this cigarette while it burns inside me. I really like smoking, maybe too much.
Film by Roxana Marlb Productions (length: 4'47" - aspect and pixel ratio: 9/16; 1080x1920)