
00096 # sloppy and smoker
I just mopped the floor. Everything here is wet, but the cigarettes are on the other side of the house. Damn it! The urge to smoke is eating away at me. I need to smoke that damn cigarette now! There's no air circulation and it's boiling hot. I want that pack of Marlboro Reds, now! I don't care if I leave footprints. I don't care if I dirty the floor again. I hate these housewife chores. When you think it will take two minutes to finish something, then half an hour flies by. An eternity! I can't be without cigarettes. I can't be without smoking. I hate housework even more when I don't have a cigarette in my mouth. My housekeeping skills are terribly sloppy. I'm an unreliable housewife and deeply addicted to smoking. I spend more time smoking than doing what I'm supposed to do. And when I start doing something, I stop immediately and go back to smoking. I can only do something if I smoke something. Damn! Half an hour without smoking. How the hell did I manage that? Now I'll light it up and smoke it as if it were the last cigarette of my life as a heavy smoker. I want to destroy it between my lips. Nothing must remain at the end! Nothing!
Film by Roxana Marlb Productions (length: 3'20" - aspect and pixel ratio: 9/16; 1080x1920)
