Alissa Ryan

I think it’s time we talk about your dating life, you’ve made great progress in your goon management and I’m very proud of your growth but now it’s time to address other areas of your life and how being a goonaholic effects them. I know it’s been a long time since you’ve had a serious relationship without gooning taking over and so I want to hear what you think should come next. If you think a relationship is a good idea, and you’ll be able to manage one while also spending much of your free time gooning to counsellor Alissa, or not. Tell me what you think is the correct next step to take and then I’ll guide you in the right direction. I know being a fist fucker can be lonely sometimes but don’t worry - relationship or fist fucker for life you’ll always have me gooner. I’m more than you will ever need. Now come in, relax, stroke, goon and let counsellor Alissa take the weight off your shoulders while I talk you through your goon crisis.

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( This clip is topless) Look at what I’ve done to you, here you are delirious and exhausted but begging me for more. This has all been a test to see just how far you would go for me. I knew I had complete control over you, I knew you would relapse and give in but I needed you to see that anytime you think you may be able to give up gooning I can pull you back in whenever I want. Gooning for Goddess Alissa will always be your one true love. You would give up anything for more goon fuel anything to pump your cock to me. I’ve taken so much from you, I’ve turned you into a complete mindless goon slave but Goddess Alissa isn’t always cruel. Tonight I’m giving you two special treats. This is the first topless goon session I’ve given you the privilege of watching in months. I’m also going to allow you to cum for me. You only goon for Goddess Alissa. You only stroke for Goddess Alissa. You belong to me gooner. Now focus your gooned out mind on me, my sexy body and perfect tits and stroke yourself until you’re a leaking mess for me.

I knew you wouldn’t be able to stop once you started. Here you are again, night two after telling yourself you wouldn’t fall into my goon-trap. You always tell yourself this will be the last time you let me hijack your mind but the truth is you don’t want to get better. You never want this to end. You need me, and you need gooning. Gooning has become your entire life and you’re embarrassed to admit it but you’ve never been so happy and fulfilled when I’m in control. Becoming a goonaholic was your destiny, I’m only helping you get there faster. Become who you were meant to be gooner. It’s too late to turn back now I have you hooked and tonight the spiral only goes deeper. Tonight you’ll be gooning and inhaling. I like you better when you’re weak and easy to manipulate. I’m going to slow down your brain and speed up your heart rate while you stroke helplessly in lust and love.

The Goonbender is a three part series taking you deeper than ever before they will be released one after the other and have strict gooning instructions for full submission and brain annihilation. Of course, I’ve made sure to make this the most pleasurable experience of your little gooner life and so you nod, agree and stroke as told. You’ve begged to be fully owned and controlled by me for so long, now is your chance. Gooning is a lifestyle, not a hobby or quick jerk session, the Goonbender fully immerses you in gooning bliss for three entire days. No rest, no breaks, just goon. I’m going to erase your identity and then build you back up into my personal stroke puppet. Goon your life away to my sexy body in beautiful lingerie. Stroke after stroke I’ll erase your memory leaving your mind empty to be filled with my goon fuel. Commit to the Goonbender, and come out a refreshed and mindless goon. I’ll guide you from this moment forward, no need for thoughts. Only Goddess Alissa. Welcome to the Goonbender.

It was only a matter of time before you relapsed. I know you can’t stay away, you’ve tried to quit before. You’ve even purged your collection at times but you always end up craving another hit of latex filled goon fuel. Nothing compares, you need me. You need porn. You love being controlled by beautiful dominant women in curve hugging latex and I love poisoning your mind beyond repair. Corrupting every brain cell and erasing every memory you’ve held so closely. I’m going to tell you exactly how I want you to stroke. Every stroke, and sniff will be at my command you are nothing but my latex loving puppet. There’s no escaping this, I’ve even included a two week challenge at the end of this session - you’ll fail, and only prove to yourself what an addict you truly are but I know you like to tell yourself sometimes that this is a choice, and it’s time for you to accept who you truly are. Sniff, sniff ..relapse.

This clip isn’t for gooning beginners, this clip is meant to entrap even the most advanced goonaholics and alter the chemistry of your brain fully. You’re going to pump your goon stick and inhale exactly as I tell you to. Feel the euphoria pump through your lungs, my porn replacing all the useless garbage and thoughts that currently consume you. You need this, you need me. You’ve been feeling stressed out and overwhelmed and you need release from reality. Release from the real world and into the realm of Goddess Alissa. Into the goon cave you go. I’ve turned you into an addict, this obsession is forever no matter where you turn nothing else will ever fill the void. Gooning for me, rotting those fucking braincells and allowing yourself to become putty in my hands to mold as I see fit is all you need. I’m going to pump you with an intense unmatched pleasure. It’s time to inhale gooner.

(Includes Stroke beat)

Don’t worry goon patient, I can already tell by your face you relapsed. You abandon all of the knowledge you’ve picked up in our sessions and gooned the fuck out uncontrollably letting it take over your life while I was away. I’m disappointed but not surprised, you need me to guide you through life and this lapse in your judgement has proven that. You will always be my goon patient. A goonaholic is never cured but your gooning addiction can be managed. You were doing such a fantastic job under my lead, when you follow the program everything in your life is better. Don’t worry I’ll get you back on track. I’m not going to punish you today, I want to remind you that this is a safe space and encourage you to always be honest with me so instead I’m going to give you a dose of what you crave most. An intense goon session guided by Counselor Alissa but only if you promise me one thing... (Exclusive Bonus Video for those that purchase ALL 12 parts WITH $7 tribute after each. The finale video will include instructions on how to gain access. This video will NOT be listed on my store)

(Includes stroke beat) It’s no secret, you’ve been STARVED! Starved, and deprived of your greatest euphoric pleasure. Goddess Alissa. It’s been months since you last saw me, and your life has been dull and empty in my absence. The connection you have to me is unbreakable and magnetic. You’re a goonaholic, of course I knew you would stroke for others while I was away but they don’t compare to your Queen. In fact, it only made you miss me more. I let you nibble on appetizers, now it’s time for the main course. It’s time to reignite that spark between us, it’s time to give your life purpose again. IT’S TIME TO GOON! Cancel your plans, drop everything and prepare for a mind fuck like you’ve never felt before. The goon god is back, and I’m going to remind you why I’m irreplaceable. Are you scared gooner? You should be.

(This Series Will Have 4 Instalments)
Of course you couldn’t stay away. You’re back. You wanted to try and pull away from your gooning addiction, you thought you could find the same pleasure in regular masturbation or just a quick jerk but that’s just not for you. Regular porn is for guys that only stroke occasionally, not chronic masturbators like you. You LOVE being pulled in deep into my trance. This is a lifestyle for you, being a goonaholic is your personality trait there’s no quitting there’s no leaving gooning behind it’s a part of you forever. So of course, you failed again when you tried to quit. I know you’re feeling defeated from yet another failed break but don’t worry my helpless little goon, you’re right where you belong. Now pull your cock out, submit to Goddess Alissa and goon your life away. Submit to who you were meant to be.

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( This Clip is Topless )You picked out the perfect line up of my goon fuel, you planned to goon to me all night long as you usually do only you forgot it’s a leap year. Leap years only happen every 4 years and rumour has it they open the portal to the goon glitch. At any time during 2024 you could be sucked in. Of course being a chronic masturbator your chances are increasingly high and on this night something out of the ordinary happens to you. When you get to the end of your goon session instead nodding off like you usually do you find yourself in a time warp. You’re back to the beginning hard cock in hand once again. You check the time and it’s gone back to the beginning of the evening once again. You’re confused and a little scared but decide to start gooning again and see this as a great opportunity to go deeper than ever before for me. Only when you get to the end the time goes back once again. You don’t realize it quite yet but you’re doomed to relive the same day over and over again until you get it right, but what are you doing wrong? How do you ever break this never ending goon cycle? Are you trapped forever? There is one way out but I don’t know if you’re up for it..

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(This Series Will Have 4 Instalments)
You’ve found your Goon Goddess, you let the urge to goon consume you. You told yourself it would just be like regular masturbation just with some extra pretty effects and visuals but that’s not what happened. You realized gooning was so much more than pretty light effects, it’s a lifestyle. I implant triggers in your brain that make you think of me long after each session you can’t help it you’re hooked. For the first time in your life you feel like you’re understood. You finally feel like you have a true purpose, a higher purpose. You want to be my goon. You want to be my jerkaholic. You no longer care about sex, gooning is better than sex. I’m better than any woman in your life present and past. You feel special when you goon for me, you’ve never felt anything like this and you simply cannot get enough. You never saw yourself as a chronic masturbator but you can’t stop. I’m always on your mind you can no longer focus on anything but me. You need Goddess Alissa. You need your fix and you need it now! AVAILABLE IN 1080 MP4/WMV

(This Series Will Have 4 Installments)
All gooners are extremely predictable to a Goon Goddess like me. I know exactly what to say and what to do to trigger you into a trance so deep you’ll never be able to escape. You’ve watched some of my previews before, you know that if there was ever anyone you wanted to give complete control to it’s me. But you don’t know where to start, until right now. This is your induction into stage one of your newest and greatest pleasure. You’ve found your goon muse and you’re so excited to step into my world. By the end of this series your life will be completely changed, your mind altered. In the best way of course. AVAILABLE IN 1080 MP4/WMV

(Includes Stroke beat) Welcome back goon patient. I’m so thrilled to see you here on your own accord. The first seven sessions were different, they were a mandatory program you had been enrolled in but your presence at our monthly check ins are all up to you. Seeing you back in this seat puts a smile on my face, it tells me that you realize you’re going to be a patient of mine for the rest of your life. I tell you this is all up to you, but you know I’ve taken complete control of your mind. Without me guiding you along the right track, you know you’ll slip up and turn back to your old ways. It won’t just be a slip up. You’ll completely goon the fuck out, you won’t know what day or time it is and you’ll wake up cock in hand a leaking mess in a path of goon destruction and end up right back where you started. You need me. I make you the best goonaholic you could ever aspire to be. Counsellor Alissa has become the centre of your universe. I hold all the cards to make or break your little gooner mind. You know this. Welcome back my pet, come on inside.

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(This Clip is Topless) One glimpse of me and you’re inspired. You’re inspired to be your truest form, you’re inspired to let your inner goonaholic out. You can’t control yourself the urge to goon washes over you as I draw you in. When you think of me you think of pleasure, you think of euphoria and visions of past goon sessions flash through your mind. You start to spiral and think of all the fun you’ve had becoming my mindless goon suddenly you can’t remember what you were doing before this. Your thoughts have been hijacked by only memories of Goddess Alissa. You’ve tapped into a deeper connection within yourself as I breathe life into you. You’ve been inspired to stroke. You’ve been inspired to goon. I, am your goonspiration.

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You want to be a good boy don’t you? Of course you want to make me happy. You’d do anything for me. My wish is your command, but don’t look so eager before I tell you what your task is. It’s simple, don’t look at my tits. My DDD’s are busting out of my top looking delicious but you must maintain eye contact. You can stroke to my face, you can stroke to my big pouty lips but you must not look at my tits. Not even a small glimpse, because if you do there’s a punishment. Everytime you disobey me and fall victim to your urges to drool over my cleavage you’ll need to tribute me. This is going to go one of two ways. You either get a pleasurable stroke session and the praise of being my good boy or, you’re going to dive head first into my perfect tits and owe me a large sum of cash. Dare to take the test?

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(This Clip is Topless) The second you see me you can’t help it. One look at my sexy curves and angelic face and you’re so fucking horny you have to stop whatever you’re doing and goon to me. For you, I’m visual viagra even the thought of me makes you pop a boner. It’s embarrassing how much power I hold over you and your cock but it’s too late nothing else makes you feel like I do. Now that you’ve experienced me you can’t get hard for anyone else. Nothing else compares to the feeling of gooning to me. You thought maybe you lost your sex drive but in reality you just needed the perfect blonde Goddess to reignite the spark. You can’t keep your hand off your cock look at you, it’s already tingling in your pants. Pump for me gooner, the only other option now is to walk around with a boner all day while looking like a complete idiot. You may as well just stay at home, in your goon cave and stroke yourself stupid.

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You feel drained. Lifeless. You can’t focus, you’re irritated and you can’t figure out what’s wrong but I know. You’re going through goon withdrawals. You’re a goonaholic, an addict and you need your goon fix. Your hit of goon fuel, your hit of Goddess Alissa. Don’t worry gooner, I’m here to cure you. I’m here to fill your mind up with my porn drift away while it courses through your body and takes over your hard drive. Feel my power take hold of you and all of your withdrawal symptoms fade away and be replaced with intense euphoric pleasure. You’re hit of dopamine is here. Breathe it in and release. Tits. Ass. Jerking motions. My words echo through your mind. I know what you need gooner. I know you better than you know yourself.

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(Interactive Clip with Checklist at the end)
This for the gooners who know there is not quitting. Who have accepted their true purpose and fate as a goonaholic and want to embrace being a goon all year long! Aren’t you tired of the cycle? Binging then trying to quit over and over again, it must be so exhausting. You’re never going to quit gooning, you’re addicted and your life feels empty and incomplete without it you NEED gooning. You need me. I was gracious enough to take the time to make you a check list of 2024 resolutions to further your goon addiction, the greatest pleasure on earth. Can you complete them all?

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You did it gooner!! I’m so proud of you for completing the goon counseling sessions you’ve come such a long way and you should be proud of yourself. You’re no longer in denial of being a gooner and you’re no longer ashamed by your goon urges. You’ve fully accepted and embraced who you were always meant to be and have stepped into your power as a goonaholic. With the guidance of counselor Alissa I feel confident in your new life style. You’ve been given a goon schedule to follow, and all the tools necessary to live a long, happy and productive life while still maintaining your gooner status. This session has no tricks, no tests and is a celebration for completing the program and showcasing how far you’ve come and how much you’ve grown. I’m going to let you sit back and enjoy your favorite thing - GOONING! But wait, there is one last recommendation before I let you start stroking. Although you’ve successfully completed my program, I do recommend once a month check ups to keep you on track and make sure you don’t slip back into your old ways. You know I always know what’s best gooner, I’m just looking out for you. Now let yourself goon out to my sexy curves and enjoy your celebration! I’ll see you in 4 weeks gooner. - At the end of this video are instructions on how to receive the bonus, please read them fully before messaging me thank you!

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I have a special treat for you today gooner. You’re going to watch this clip once in the morning and once at night and experience it completely different each time. I know how hard today is going to be for you, I know what you rather be doing it doesn’t matter how hard you try GOONING is always on your mind, no matter how hard you try and push down your porn addiction it’s always there. You always want to pump your hand pussy for Goddess Alissa. You’ll smile and nod all day long at all your gifts but I know my gift, the gift of gooning is what you truly will be looking forward to. Are you ready to play a little Goonmas game with me gooner? Let’s make the holiday a little more interesting.

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